(Peter sat here on Keith's knee while we showed the pictures of our trip. SO sweet)
I came home to find the girls in bed and Keith snuggling with the boy looking up stuff on the computer. I knew what he was doing. He was looking at some national health type site finding out about Turners. We cried, we shared what we knew, we just sat there together. It was a somber evening. I reminded him about our friend from Mesa (Heidi) and asked him if he would mind me talking to her. He said it would be ok. He said he'd told his boss at work what was going on. We talked about whether or not to share with our siblings. Keith again felt that this was something we shouldn't try to keep to ourselves. That emotionally we needed as much support as we could. So, around 9:30 we finally put together a text to send to our siblings and parents letting them know. Our siblings didn't even know yet that we were expecting. I felt so anxious about sending them and letting them know. It is so hard for me to include people in my problems. I put up walls and am not very good at communicating. I knew we needed to let them know so I consented and we sent the message and went to bed early. It was a little hard to actually get to sleep as my mind was overflowing with thoughts and emotions. I just feel so overwhelmed.